Session

Sensational sounds send splendid shocks down her spine delivering soul-soothing vibes that cause her to relax and let go, loosing control, finding her flow, the divine path of love we create as our bodies become elated and aroused,intertwined like vines, creating a bond so strong that will hold forever, everlasting feelings of pure bliss, time stops so we can reminisce of every moment we make, then continue to play with our bodies exploring each curve, following each trail of the body, finding paths in between hidden spots, she seems so pleased as we become more intense, time is lost as we reach new heights of pleasure, feeling so good we go insane, as we finally wind down time finds us as we lay there still interlocked within each other our love reach new heights new levels of love have been reached tonight's love session's complete . 

Dear america

This is something new but let me know how you like it,

Dear America,

    What’s going on? I have this weird feeling you may want me gone.

 Each day my beautiful home feels so estranged,

Like I'm being evicted from this country, this has to change.

 I thought this was home of the free, land of the brave,

Yet each day someone else is sent home, land of the grave.

You call it self-defense, but where was the struggle?

Do these deaths amuse you, are we your jesters just meant to juggle;

For you entertainment or pleasure? It’s just so unfair.

Each day brings about so much despair,

Yet you don't care because we're just a 'color'.

Random black faces to dispose of, a dying culture. 

But I still hold faith, a dying light.

That one day the pain will end our welcome once again in sight.

For those ones you classify as African American, the "absorbers of light"

Corrupt

Hmm I can't think of a proper title but just read and submit ya thoughts and feedback

Corruption spreads so quickly, more common than the cold;

Society driven by money, their souls already sold; 

By the term "American dream" thinking success is the color green;

Minds becoming swayed, forming chaotic teams; 

That have no real loyalty, each one out for their own;

No ones back is safe, from infants till they're grown;

Small percentage catch on and protest, looking for peace;

Till sudden assassinations occur, scared man using his piece;

Out of fear of learning the truth, that he was controlled his whole life;

So the easiest way out is the eliminate any current strife;

Unbeknownst to him, however, he's played right in their hands;

The One chance for revolution ended with that young man;

Hope will not be lost however, faith still lingers around;

Somewhere a being searches for truth, no longer mentally bound.

Error

Here's one I just finished this am .. Let me know what you think 

Wandering thoughts occupy my time;

Random ideas of tranquility seem so sublime;

Yet I'm distraught, confused about my current path;

And what compels me to continue to live the way I do;

Is it insanity that drives me to come back to you? 

I'm not sure what to do but I know that I will not run away;

I'll solve this mystery some arbitrary way;

Until Then, I'm stuck in this continuous while loop;

No end in site every answer leads back to another im stuck on this stoop;

Trying to find the error and debug my current program ;

Help is nowhere to be found feels like I'm stuck halfway in the ground;

Buried alive by my thoughts accumulating uncontrollably;

A cancerous growth of theories with no test or resolution To save me;

Each minute passes and I feel myself losing control;

Should I talk to you and start to unload ?

No way that's homicide you cant  handle the Mind that is B.jones ;

All I can do is keep pushing and one day the answer will come till then I journey alone.

  

Conflict

This one is probably one of my favorites I just wrote I hope you enjoy and join the cause:

One step below the danger zone before the day has even begun; 

Mentally abused for years, no longer wiling to run;

"Everyone is against him" is what the mind starts to chant,

"I'm so tired of it all" says the heart at it continues to pant;

The body feels the stress from the mind and heart;

So naturally it reacts to the pain and starts;

To unload the chaos, the rage within;

Violence begins as he explodes randomly , unannounced ;

So many casualties now lie in sight;

The body finally slows downs after hours of fight ;

The mind stops the chant and the hearts stop its pant;

Silence is all that remains now, not one single rant;

The heart is so exhausted and shocked by such devastation,

The mind now appeased by the revenge, satisfaction, elation;

The body now shuts down, no longer a will to live ;

All caused by the bullying, no one chose to forgive.

 

 

Her

Hmmm here's a new mini poem I wrote let me know what you all think :

Perfection is all I see,

 Each day I see you and I wonder how it came to be;

The love I feel for you overflows beyond any measure;

Your presence brings my mind body and soul vast amounts of pleasure;

To explain when I fell in love with you is still a mystery;

Solving this would take an eternity, maybe three;

But that's fine with me, since I need no real explanation;

All I know is my heart has found its final destination;

My mind, so complex continues to search for a reason why;

But the heart pulls it aside and reassures him not to try;

It's so simple, love has no direct course or path , it's not pre-determined;

It can't be predicted of planned, For its never contained;

Just know that it's here and we have to love and embrace each and every moment.

So with this all being said just know that I love you..

The Return

been a few years ... if you missed me my apologies... here are some pieces of work for your enjoyment

  Artistic

Deep submersion of thought, contemplating so many meanings; lost in a void, absent from all feelings; allowing the mind to freely wander and explore, becoming wiser; no longer reckless, enhancing my abilities, a bit finer; opportunities are endless in this place devoid of time; allowing for endless expression of imagination, my artistic Rhyme .
 
 Mesmerized

 Her physique so unique, I've only seen within my dreams; a true goddess in my eyes, so perfect to me it seems; that I've finally met the one, my physical counterpart; she compliments my flaws, a phenomenal piece of art; beyond the physical level, her mind alone, so sublime; my heart is so content because I know that she's all mine; I wonder if this is some joke, some tactic against me i start to dwell; to weaken me with her presence, which has worked so well; to be mesmerized by her being, comes to me as no surprise; where she came from is unknown, just appearing in front of my eyes; what am I to do, so conflicted within; do I fall for this Egyptian queen, is this such an easy win? something's amiss, I can feel it in my bones; my mental self notices I'm stuck in an strange zone; hypnotized into thinking I've found my place of bliss; elated by the thought of receiving this woman's kiss; I finally wake up by Myself, this empty bed; causing my heart once again to become so cold, lifeless, dead; the dream felt so real I almost felt it was true; that I finally met that girl and her name...... Well.... It was you.
  
Memories

  As time passes, our lives have been altered; yet my feelings for you have never faltered ; we fell out pretty hard, no longer seeing eye to eye; but I just can't stop loving you, no matter how hard I try; you warmed a piece of my heart, that was once so cold and desolate; every bit of sadness I had, your love once replaced it; but you said to leave you be, that we could no longer be as one; the precious moments we shared I was to forget, as if we had no fun; abiding by your last request, I try to replace those precious thoughts of us; meeting new people as I journey,I felt was a must; in order to forget you, one I felt was most important to me; half a year has passed and i only feel partially free; for no matter how much enjoyment I find, or amazing people I meet; you still hold that piece of my heart so I can never be complete.

 Love?

  If I'm in love how do I know; they say true love can't be explained so how does it show; what type of feeling is it that passes through; and when it hits, tell me what does your body do? Is it narcotic to the core,an intense feeling inside ; an arousing sensation, that's oh so divine; I'm lost in this perplexity that is the explanation of love; maybe it's a gift bestowed upon us from the man above; contemplating different meanings that could help me relate; to the feeling of being in love, makes me wonder if it's my fate; to forever wander In this world, wondering when my turn will come; to finally become complete, guess it's sooner than later for some; maybe I'm a late bloomer, since I haven't found the one; keeping hope becomes harder but i know I'm not done; I'll continue to hold faith that she's out there for me; the woman in which I'll love, the soulful connection we're destined to be.

 Temptation

 Temptation has me surrounded, caught me while my guard was down; strength is put to the test, so much lust around, I might drown; in the passion of this moment my vision is blurred; all I see is darkness, evil's presence has lured; me to the dark side, Jedi powers have vanished; contemplating who can help but the area is ravaged; so empty, desolate all there is me; no shield or sword for this knight all I see; in the distance is a figure, so faint, so bright; finally love and hope has arrived in my sights ; just have to hold on , have to be strong ; only moments before my savior arrives, it won't be long; desperate to catch me, the evil, temptation calls for assistance; wrath and envy now emerge, now closing the distance; I try to yell for help but nothing comes out; silenced by my assailants, no longer able to shout; eyes becoming heavy as I struggle to maintain; my light is feigning away no matter how hard I strain; to keep them open, just a bit longer I keep telling myself; the time has come light or dark which will win, the battle within oneself; is a constant struggle in which the outcome is unsure ; am I borderline demonic shall I become one of the impure; or shall I maintain whatever innocence remain ,what's my cure.

Psy battle

 A Mental battle ensues as we question each other, wondering what we'll find ;anticipating your next actions, things running through your mind ;guessing not an option and assumptions won't due; solutions through deductions are my only options with you; it's so true, that the feelings that I have had with you are so unique ; such a beautiful women, mind body and soul unified , complete . But I'm discreet as I let her know that she is the one for me, subtle treats to let her know how important she is to me; finding the words the say it best is muy difícil ;speaking spanish isn't helping either this feeling has to be illegal, I have to give it time, thought to find what I need ; at this moment my brain is so exhausted it needs to feed; mental power is getting weaker as we keep this battle going ; in the end ill victorious since this feeling is what I've been longing; I know we're meant to be something tells me in my gut; just need patience, determinations and to release myself from this mental rut.

Finding meaning

Longing for that true meaning, of perpetual happiness, spiritual healing, this loneliness is killing me from deep within i get weaker each day, so mentally spent but i must endure until i find the truth my purpose in life, what am I meant to do. my goals are in sight but is that my true desire my soul is empty no drive no fire to keep going and progressing, becoming better in this void of despair, endless depression but this path i must walk until i find my way, searching each and everyday until i can truly say that I'm content, happy with where i am the person i have become, man in which i truly am holding on the tiny bits of faith that remain inside will keep me strong as i hurt so much on the inside.  

Survivor 

 living through chaos and despair, depressed because of thoughts that won't disappear its like driving a nail through my temple how could falling for her have been so simple I can't tell if its love or am i just lonely? no clue but i know that its her i need here laying by my side the comfort of her being keeps me warm inside i wish i could just express to her my true nature that i want to give her whatever makes her happy just to see her smile makes this giant sappy but i don't care because pleasing her is all that matters just the fact that she acknowledged me has me flattered but i digress since that was in the past now I'm invisible she no longer sees i exist which kills me, my soul yearns to be with hers intertwined in vines of love her heart touching mine I'm cursed with the burden of having fallen in love with a woman who sees me no longer how can i survive or move on I'm still figuring out all i can do it keep living hoping answers come about.