soul searching

So i guess i had to write these to help clear out some of the thoughts in my head... give me feed bck plz


Im stuck in this place between pain and pleasure
Every time she’s by my side there’s no feeling better
Yet she drives me insane with her constant nagging
Telling me how to live and how much time is passing
As I sit here in my room and live life secluded
Keeping distant from the world, no longer included
In society that she lives in, im in my own world
Filled with my dreams of success as a track runner
While surrounded with the goals to be the best tech
Makin money in the future, but now I have to stress
And live my life the best I can until my mission’s complete
And I’m the genius Olympian I dreamt to be.
But she brings me to reality everytime she’s around
Telling me how much she loves me but steady bringin me down
Keeping me confused , Unsure what to do
Should I leave her or keep her this decision keeps me stuck
In a state of delusion
Calamity, of the mind
Unfocused and wary, but ill b fine
But I'm Keeping my eyes focused, tunnel vision
Narrowing down each and every decision
Until I find the right path that makes me smile
And I hope you there with me so its all worthwhile.
-the righteous path


This disease has gotten worse as the generations pass
Lies increasing in this world, a true sign of weakness
Visions have be blurred due to the constant lies
So reality now distorted in the eyes of the youth
And the previous generation has no clue what to do
So they continue to live lies and pipe dreams they imagined
Causing the younger ones to follow blind and naïve as ever
Killing me inside to see such pain
As I see my loved ones stuck in this state
I wish I could eliminate the deception in this world
So the truth remained alone, the lone wolf of the world
But alas, life has not deemed me with such powers
I am but a simple man who observes and assist with each problem
Hoping that I can cure each being one by one
And that this chaos of lies will one day be undone
-Fabrications